Video of the week: Bye Bye by Mariah Carey

I chose this song for so many reasons, I believe everybody went through that loss of someone close and sometimes you just don't know how to deal with it. So this song is for you, its hard to say BYE. Every time I listen to this song It reminds me of my beautiful auntie that I lost years ago. They say time heals everything, but honestly I feel like it doesn't. I know sometimes we are being told "Usikufuru",but its hard not to. I'd always remember her and feel her presence near me and I feel loss. She was one of those women who were strong,smart,amazing and so loving, she was like a mother to me and honestly until tomorrow I feel like I am dreaming. I just miss her so much, but we have to learn how to deal with death. I wish she was here to celebrate Christmas, Lord knows she was big on this holiday. She I'd always tuck me into bed and we would play this game and I would laugh so hard,sometimes I find myself playing the game all by myself and just cry. I wish I could talk to her and even tell her how much I miss her and how she meant the world to me. she is surely missed. Rest in peace auntie, you will always be in my heart.

Also, I wan dedicate this song to my good friend Sarafina, your Angel is up in heaven watching over you mama. Much love